First of Many

Well tomarrow is Christmas and its had to believe that It would have been Kimball's first Christmas but instead it's our first Christmas without him. We did still hang his stocking this year. We'll this month marks 5 months without Kimball. Afew days ago I took down all of his clothe's I had hanging in his closet. I don't really know if I was ready to do that, but I know it will have to happen eventually. I did tell Eric he will have to be the one to take the crib down I just can't make myself do it. I guess It makes it feel to real. I know once the crib comes down that its for real we wont just wake up one day and have him in our arms. I feel like Im going through a ruff patch right know so please feel free to pray for me I would appriciate it. We hope everyone has a very Merry Christmas. I'm just greatful to know that Kimball is spending this christmas with Christ this year. If he can't spend it with us Who better. We love you all who have shown us support even if its just reading our blog following our story. We couldn't have know we would have been so blessed to have so many people who are looking over us.
Thank you, Tracy Fuhriman

I Believe

A Birth Certificate shows that we were born.
A Death Certificate shows that we died.
Pictures show that we lived!
Have a seat . . . Relax . . . And read this slowly.
I Believe...
That just because two people argue,
doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, doesn't mean they do love each other.

I Believe...That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I Believe...That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe...That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.
I Believe... That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I Believe...That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I Believe...That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I Believe... That you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I Believe...That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I Believe...That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I Believe...That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done,
regardless of the consequences.

I Believe...That money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I Believe...That my best friend and I can do anything, or nothing, and have the best time.

I Believe...That sometimes the people you expect to kick you When you're down,
will be the ones to help you get back up.

I Believe...That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I Believe...That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had,
and what you've learned from them.....and less to do with how many
birthdays you've celebrated.

I Believe...That it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe...That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I Believe...That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I Believe...That you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life Forever.

I Believe...Two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I Believe...That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.

I Believe...That even when you think you have no more to give, if a friend cries out to you........you will find the strength to help.

I Believe...That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I Believe...That the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.

I Believe...That you should send this to all of the people that you believe in. I just did.
I Believe...
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; They just make the most of everything.

Thank you to all the wonderful people who help us throughout the journey of life..
I recieved this as an email and I sounded good to me so I decided to share it will all of you.
Hope you all have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.

I love this time of year

Christmas is coming and we have so much to be thankful for this year. I love all of the excitment building for christmas day. I wrapped most of alissa's presents and put them under the tree. She was so excited when she seen them. It was funny she asked if they were for her and asked if it was a toy I told her maybe it was a box of rock. She ran around the house yelling in a very excited way that I got a box of rocks. It was so cute know I think I need to go and buy her a box of rocks since she got so excited. What great and simple joys we have when where 2. We hope that everyone has a wonderful christmas. Please remember to pray for all of the family's who might need it this time of year. I know we have several family's in our thought and prayers these days. Thanks to all of you who are keeping up with us and we are doing pretty good. I think this holiday will probably test us a little.

Pictures

We recently had alissa's pictures taken she had so much fun I think it shows in most of the pictures.