another Anniversary

We'll people are always asking how where doing. I feel like some days I'm losing it and then I look at my beautiful daughter and think I just can't lose it. I feel so blessed to have Eric and Alissa in my life while dealing with all of the heart ache all over. It is so hard to believe that tomorrow will be 1 year since we lay our son to rest . I feel so helpless some days. I also feel so very blessed to have had the love and support from so many people. It feels so good to know that heavenly father sends us what we need sometimes before we even know we need it. I think that through all of these trials we have gone through this past year what we have learned the most from them are to pray often. So days I forget the most important thing we learned. I did get in the mail a magnet the other day that says when life gets to tough to stand kneel. I needed that. I was having a bad day and I just needed to pray. I felt comfort from that. I do feel truly bless.

Happy Birthday

We'll Friday was Kimball's 1st birthday it was easier than I thought it was gonna be, but still hard to handle. I think having my family come over to be with us really helped me get through not having Kimball here for his birthday. So we did a special cake that had his picture on it from the day we had him. I really miss him and know that everyone does. Alissa asked us how we were gonna get to Kimball because he was really far away. It is so cute how much she tries to come up with ways to get to here brother she would have made a really great big sister. She had a bunch of balloons to send him and when she released the last balloon she gave it a hug and a kiss and said happy birthday and I love you and miss you and then let it go it made me cry. We also took flowers to Kimball's grave and she found the little puff weed flowers that you blow and she made a wish. She said Kimball I wish you like your flowers. I know that he loves everything she sends him. We'll Happy Birthday Kimball. We love you and We miss you. Mommy, Daddy, and Alissa

Just an update of this summer

In june we went to Lincoln City, Orgen for a vacation for 1 wk. We had a lot of fun, good weather, and I was sad to come home and go back to work and life. It was a great escape from everyday life. It was so funny when we got to the house we rented Alissa was upset she wanted her carpet house back she didn't want to stay at the plastic house. The plastic house was the house we rented it had laminate flooring and thats why she called it the plastic house. We went to the beach everyday and Alissa got to play in the ocean. It was a lot of fun. We went to New Port 1 day to the Aquariam and that was an assume Aquariam. I would recommend it. We will post pictures later. We hope everyone has a Happy and safe 4th of July.