another Anniversary

We'll people are always asking how where doing. I feel like some days I'm losing it and then I look at my beautiful daughter and think I just can't lose it. I feel so blessed to have Eric and Alissa in my life while dealing with all of the heart ache all over. It is so hard to believe that tomorrow will be 1 year since we lay our son to rest . I feel so helpless some days. I also feel so very blessed to have had the love and support from so many people. It feels so good to know that heavenly father sends us what we need sometimes before we even know we need it. I think that through all of these trials we have gone through this past year what we have learned the most from them are to pray often. So days I forget the most important thing we learned. I did get in the mail a magnet the other day that says when life gets to tough to stand kneel. I needed that. I was having a bad day and I just needed to pray. I felt comfort from that. I do feel truly bless.